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Oct 25

The You Have To Live Your Life rides

Over the course of three easy rides Saturday, Sunday and today, I got in 60 miles. These, and whatever else I can sneak in for the next two weeks, will be dubbed the You Have To Live Your Life Rides. I’m calling them that because of what the doctor said, now, two weeks ago. I wasn’t supposed to ride at all, for fear of bothering an incision. But when you have a little back surgery and you feel good you want to go out and say you rode the day after you had back surgery no matter how silly all of this is.

The doctor and I discussed this. I wasn’t supposed to do anything for two weeks, so I went on three easy rides in those two weeks. They were concerned about stretching the incision and tearing stitches. Not as much as me! I respected the doctor’s orders. But I couldn’t just sit still for two, maybe four weeks. But the point, on a road bike, is to keep your upper body still anyway. So I figured I could do that, and I had a few easy rides, just around the neighborhood stuff, not even trying to tax my legs. The weather, work, and my little procedure meant I only had three rides of 41 total miles in those two weeks. And, still, I felt like a blob.

In that discussion with the doctor I said I would not get in the drops. And I did not. I tried, briefly and only out of curiosity. It felt uncomfortable. So I rode on the hoods and at the stem. He said that the actual recommendation was three-to-four weeks, but you have to live your life. And so here I am, the beginning of week three, out enjoying the beautiful fall weather.

That’s a little branch off a creek off the river. Water comes up onto the road. The reflections are always nice. The traffic is light, and usually respectful.

I’ve gone through this little town, well, about 100 times or so now, let’s say. I’ve never noticed this little library before. I may have to donate some books to it.

I think I will wait, however, until after next week. The wolfman is lurking just a block or two away.

On Sunday afternoon we went out for an easy ride. It was not easy, because whatever I had that passed for fitness is gone, and we road into the wind at the beginning and I had to chase this one.

Sometimes you time these things just right.

And sometimes you just get lucky.

There are times when you can understand the moment, appreciate the perfection of it, the strain of what you’re doing, the purity of what you’re after, and how a perfect day can’t last. I should spend more time enjoying that than fearing the fleeting.

Anyway, yesterday was a beautiful day. I should have been out to enjoy more of it, because they don’t last forever. But responsibilities do.

I got out just a little bit earlier for an easy hour today, in between work chores, of course. You have to live your life.


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Oct 25

Catober, Day 27


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Oct 25

Catober, Day 26


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Oct 25

Catober, Day 25


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Oct 25

It stings

Well, that hurt. I went back to the dermatology center today — I think that’s also the name of the place. It’s about a half hour away and it is clearly a front for some jobs program. I have been there three times in less than three months and I have seen five different people in their exam rooms. First was the woman who did the summary inspection, a nice young woman already washed out before her term, staring at people’s skin all day. She had an assistant who excelled in not being at all visible or memorable. Two weeks ago, another person did the operation. Firm handshake. No real sense of humor. Michigan man. The woman who assisted him was delightful and kind, the sort that seems to have an irrepressible sense of good cheer about her. She’s probably been reprimanded about that before. I liked her immensely.

Today, which I have been looking forward to for the better part of the last two weeks, is when the sutures came out. I’ve been looking forward to it so, naturally, I was eight minutes late. Also, I had to go alone, because my lovely wife was out of town.

I was very brave.

Once, several years ago I was in a hospital waiting room and a mom and her young child came through. It was some sort of visit for the kid, and the staff at the admissions desk made an appropriately big deal about him. I was still there when they were through, and the woman at the desk remembered him and she asked, in her adult voice, not the patronizing kid voice, “Were you very brave?” And, of course, the little boy was, and I think of that from time to time. Today I was very brave.

This is what it was. I stuck my head in the at the desk. The woman there said they’d be right with me. I sat down just in time to be called to the back. A woman walked my around a byzantine set of hallways to an exam room. I asked her if she would be the one dealing with me today (because see above). She was the one that was dealing with me today. I asked her my series of carefully memorized and rehearsed questions. I got satisfactory answers to all of them. And then she proceeded to rip this industrial strength cable through my tender, delicate skin.

This was, again, just inside my shoulder, so I couldn’t see it but there were several sharp burning pulling moments. I wanted a local for this. When I got back in the car, in a few minutes later, I realized this was the worst the thing has felt since it was a thing. But Tylenol took care of that later in the afternoon.

So I had five stitches. Now I have none. And I went from a gauze pad to a Band-Aid. And, in a few days, it’s back to normal.

I have to have another checkup in a few months though. Standard procedure. I have been assured that the tests came back from the lab in fine order. The humorless man from Michigan land must know what he’s doing.

These have been sitting in my phone for a few days, and I don’t know why I keep forgetting to share them. So let’s share them. The last color of the hydrangeas, in the warm bath of a flood light.

They get bent over in the late summer rains, and never really recover their posture. But, aside from that, I enjoy the changing colors of these petals a great deal. There’s just a lot of character and nuance there. Like the bush is trying to tell me of the season, or the longer, cooler nights. I don’t know.

For another week or so, I’ll have that to ponder, and then soon it’ll just be sticks and twigs and waiting until it bursts back to life in March and April.

I could make that a metaphor, but my entourage of dermatology experts have told me I still must avoid heavy lifting for a few more days.