{"id":573897836,"date":"2025-02-21T22:50:48","date_gmt":"2025-02-22T03:50:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/?p=573897836"},"modified":"2025-02-26T00:03:20","modified_gmt":"2025-02-26T05:03:20","slug":"i-need-a-new-notebook","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/blog\/2025\/02\/21\/i-need-a-new-notebook\/","title":{"rendered":"I need a new notebook"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last Friday, when I wasn&#8217;t writing here, I was writing on my work machine. I was also tempted to tear my hair out. The project was the contracting packet, which you must do every so often. It&#8217;s a windy narrative of the things you&#8217;ve done since the last packet. This is my first one at the new job. They&#8217;ve also changed their process. And universities, of course, love their process. <\/p>\n<p>This is where I was in the process. The draft packet was due. My department has a committee that gives helpful feedback of the draft. Next month, I must turn in the real thing. So the draft is due. It&#8217;s a new process for me, and a new procedure for them. So I had to write all of this stuff. Simultaneously, at one point last week, I was listening in to a webinar explaining the new submission system. It still has some kinks to work out. <\/p>\n<p>So I just concerned myself with the narrative. This shouldn&#8217;t be difficult. If there&#8217;s one thing I can do, is write. And if there&#8217;s another thing I can do, it&#8217;s write about me. And if there&#8217;s a third thing I can do, it&#8217;s do that at length. <\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s actually a page count. And if you maxed it out, the packet can be up to 39 pages. I finished my draft at 26 pages. To be fair, the packet is meant to be a narrative exploration of the last two or three years (depending on where you are). But mine is only an exploration of the past four months or so. <\/p>\n<p>The hair-tearing part wasn&#8217;t about the content, but the formatting. And good grief, if someone could either make a word processing program that can just do straightforward work or just teach me how to use the train wreck that Word is intent on becoming, that&#8217;d be great. (This document I was working on has two different sets of table of contents for some reason, for example, with active links and so on. It&#8217;s just a series of things to deal with, format wise. <\/p>\n<p>My lovely bride, who has already completed her packet because she has a different deadline for some reason, was exceedingly helpful with this whole week long exercise. She did three things that I probably could have done, but much more slowly. One of those things was to help with the PDF links. <\/p>\n<p>It was due on Friday and in the 23rd hour of the day, after three days solid of working on it, not a sleep because of it, and two days behind in my grading because of it, and entirely over tabs and fonts and bullet points in Word, I sent it in. <\/p>\n<p>And then I noticed the email that said the deadline was Sunday, and not Friday. <\/p>\n<p>Even better. I&#8217;d finished early and it didn&#8217;t dominate the rest of the weekend. <\/p>\n<p>The grading did. Because I was two days behind. <\/p>\n<p><center><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/photo\/feb25\/feb17.jpg\"><\/center><\/p>\n<p>This week I had a meeting with a colleague who heads the committee that oversees this whole process. He said I did too much. The packet is laid out in steps. He had given me another colleague&#8217;s completed packet as an example, though it is now outdated. And in our talks he&#8217;d told me about this and that, explaining what each item was and should look like. And I guess I heard that as &#8220;Do this, and then do that, and do these things &#8230; &#8221; He needed me to go through step 4, but I worked all the way through step 7. <\/p>\n<p>So I&#8217;d done too much. But, he said, he wished everyone had to go through step 7. Because that&#8217;s where it has to go eventually. So I&#8217;m ahead of the game. And now I can pretend like it didn&#8217;t happen until I get feedback from the committee a week or two from now. <\/p>\n<p>We also talked, this week, about what my classes would be next fall. So I am now in the know seven months ahead of the term. And we also discussed problems with the schedule. And he&#8217;s fixing the problems. It was lovely. And then we discussed how I can schedule classes for future terms. <\/p>\n<p>For instance, one of my classes next fall will be a new one I&#8217;m offering, Criticism in Sports Media. I&#8217;ve already started assembling source material and laying out course objectives. <\/p>\n<p>Starting one brand new course a term is possible. Getting a new class up and running takes a lot of time and attention and so it might not be wise to start a bunch of brand new courses in one semester. That gives me something to shoot for in the next several years. Fortunately, I have pages and pages of ideas. Also, I have a line in my job ad that asked for me to design new courses. And, after that meeting this week, I suddenly have a great deal of agency in my work. <\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s so exciting, I want to go right a bunch of notes. <\/p>\n<p>And so, this week, I have written five posts here which discusses two weeks. And it was still incomplete, as recountings go. Next week, the normal pace returns. I am excited for that, too. <\/p>\n<p>But, now, those notes. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last Friday, when I wasn&#8217;t writing here, I was writing on my work machine. I was also tempted to tear my hair out. The project was the contracting packet, which you must do every so often. It&#8217;s a windy narrative of the things you&#8217;ve done since the last packet. 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