{"id":573896463,"date":"2023-12-14T21:14:53","date_gmt":"2023-12-15T02:14:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/?p=573896463"},"modified":"2023-12-20T22:44:07","modified_gmt":"2023-12-21T03:44:07","slug":"where-you-are-is-who-you-are-when-youre-sleeping","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/blog\/2023\/12\/14\/where-you-are-is-who-you-are-when-youre-sleeping\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;Where you are is who you are when you&#8217;re sleeping&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Woke up before the alarm this morning. This sometimes happens. Usually, when it happens, it is because my alarm wasn&#8217;t set especially early that day. Today I woke up by a distant meow. It seems I&#8217;d accidentally closed the cat into the home office overnight.<\/p>\n<p>He was fine, but I felt bad about the whole thing of course. Our cats, however, are incredibly forgiving. A few moments later he was cuddling and purring and, thereafter, underfoot. There&#8217;s a lesson in there, and don&#8217;t you know I spent most of the morning apologizing to him anyway.<\/p>\n<p>I did a few other things with my morning and early afternoon, small things. Things that don&#8217;t even build momentum to larger things. So, in retrospect, I should have done more. I&#8217;ve had the good fortune to gear down the last few days as we approach the end of the semester, but, starting this weekend or so it&#8217;ll be time to look ahead, speed up and start making choices my students will have to live with until May. It&#8217;s the most wonderful time of the year!<\/p>\n<p><center><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/blog\/banners\/bannerrowan.jpg\"><\/center><\/p>\n<p>Two classes today, as has been this semester&#8217;s Thursday routine. Today was our last time together. Today we screened their final projects. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d broken them up into groups, based on their own interests and dislikes in crew positions. Each group had to then create a two-minute public service announcement. They&#8217;ve had the opportunity to work on this for about a month. Some of them have used some of that time wisely. The pre-production part of the assignment demanded it. One group may have produced their entire video project yesterday. <\/p>\n<p>All of the projects had their strengths. Most were quite creative, one or two were perfectly straightforward. I enjoyed watching them all. My favorite part is talking about them after we screened each one. <\/p>\n<p>I asked the people not involved the project we watched to share some thoughts. It&#8217;s always a lot of fun to hear feedback from others, and gratifying to me to see them all reaching for something constructive and critical, but in a positive way. After almost four months of putting up with me, they&#8217;d bonded together in sympathy. Then I would ask the group members what they would do differently if they had to do it again. And then I would offer some observations. That can be as big or as little as you want it to be. <\/p>\n<p>And that was it. I gave them the last big speech of the semester, reminded them of basic school-type things they needed to hear and thanked them for the semester. &#8220;Bump into me around campus. Catch me up on what you&#8217;re doing. It&#8217;s up to you. Now get out of here and go make great things.&#8221; And they all left.  <\/p>\n<p>The second class wrapped at about 6:30, and so I walked to the car in darkness, just before 7 p.m. There&#8217;s a peculiar feeling on a college campus on a night during finals. It&#8217;s lonely and sleepy, but alive and awake. It&#8217;s tired and full of energy. It&#8217;s full of wonder. <\/p>\n<p>Or maybe that&#8217;s just me. <\/p>\n<p>I drove back the long way because I missed the left, again. But I saw a lot of Christmas lights that direction and I wondered what Monday night will feel like after that class ends. <\/p>\n<p><center><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/blog\/banners\/bannermusic.jpg\"><\/center><\/p>\n<p>I was listening to the &#8220;Sound of Lies,&#8221; which is the next stop on the Re-Listening project. I&#8217;m playing all of my CDs in my car, in the order in which I acquired them. This is the 1997 record from The Jayhawks, and the third of their albums in a row. I bought &#8220;Sound of Lies&#8221; and the previous one, &#8220;Hollywood Town Hall,&#8221; on the same night in 2004. I bought them because, that day, I&#8217;d gotten my acceptance letter to graduate school. <\/p>\n<p>That letter left me 12 days to prepare, and these records were the soundtrack, and a huge part of the musical foundation of the next year or so. <\/p>\n<p>Marc Olsen had left the band. Secret weapon Karen Grotberg had been with the band a few years by now. Tim O&#8217;Reagan had settled in on drums. Gary Louris was essentially the sole front man. Probably that&#8217;s the point of the terrible cover art. But don&#8217;t judge a record by the liner notes. (It was the 90s, after all.) It does not sound like <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/List_of_Billboard_200_number-one_albums_of_1997\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">the 1997 you remember<\/a>. And, as I discovered it in 2004, it was better. <\/p>\n<p>The first track.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/qcAyb_sInnY?si=E08VpQ80gBiQywXy\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;ve ever wondered what would happen if you put pablum and cliches into a lyrical form &#8230; it turns out you actually get a catchy little number. <\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/jWythTxiKVA?si=xdu6xO1H30QJlhIB\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Without distinctive moments &#8212; and, really, I spun this disc so much that it&#8217;s impossible for just one event to stand out &#8212; some of these things just fit into my memory as driving here or there. Or the car in the sunshine. In this case, it&#8217;s a lot of driving in the dark. I don&#8217;t think that&#8217;s a metaphor, but it must be something. <\/p>\n<p>You want the best track on the album? You want the best track. This is fundamentally, subjectively, perfect.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/dTKn1FUl88k?si=Mx8KqqW7fDLxxm9m\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Reagan is doing the background vocals there, and that&#8217;s just the appetizer. Also &#8212; and no one tell my lovely bride, because this is stealing her gimmick, but &#8230; &#8212; I butcher a lyric in this song every time. The way I sing it is so nonsensical it works. But probably not as well as the actual line.<\/p>\n<p>But back to Grotberg. She puts in these amazing vocal runs and plays the piano. None of this works without her, and I&#8217;ll be humming this for days. It&#8217;s all her fault.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/65ynSWwKdU4?si=4Z0PPHFH0rz0xdKO\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Does everyone know what the sound is at the beginning of this song? Least favorite song on the record. But it does have a random Nick Cave reference. Nick Cave, I think, is everywhere, if we but look for him. <\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/h1qdDJAexus?si=nojvJA5foNjqVskl\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Matthew Sweet, just a year or so removed from perhaps his biggest hit, sings on this track. I only mention that here because we&#8217;ll hear from him in the next installment. <\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ken2N7hmno0?si=oSX9kBckEbCsQuLm\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s the title track, #12, the last song on the CD. It probably should have come up earlier, because it&#8217;s a weeper to end on. <\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/sTGcqMqah5A?si=2k8lq5dga2XsLK-L\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>And so we&#8217;re not ending on it. Instead, I&#8217;ll backpedal to track 11 because O&#8217;Reagan wrote and sang &#8220;Bottomless Cup&#8221; and I listen to this song over and over and over again when this CD is being played. <\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/vMa_f1XiHZk?si=BeIHtlbp7Qli5a80\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Whenever there&#8217;s a track that has Tim O&#8217;Reagan&#8217;s name on it, I feel like I could take a master class on song writing. He produced one solo record, in 2006 when the music industry was imploding, and I should pick that up one of these days. Hang on. There, it&#8217;s in my shopping cart. <\/p>\n<p>Anyway, <a href=\"https:\/\/bnds.us\/sp8v5z\/\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">The Jayhawks are playing right now<\/a>, and touring again next spring. Oh, look, they&#8217;ll be near me in May. I might have to be there.<\/p>\n<p>But that&#8217;s for a different day &#8212; and not our next visit to the Re-Listening project. Up next, here, we&#8217;ll have a supergroup of sorts.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Woke up before the alarm this morning. This sometimes happens. Usually, when it happens, it is because my alarm wasn&#8217;t set especially early that day. Today I woke up by a distant meow. It seems I&#8217;d accidentally closed the cat into the home office overnight. He was fine, but I felt bad about the whole [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39,94,101,15,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-573896463","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-music","category-re-listening","category-rowan","category-thursday","category-video"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573896463","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=573896463"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573896463\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":573896474,"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573896463\/revisions\/573896474"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=573896463"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=573896463"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kennysmith.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=573896463"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}